Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label writing. Show all posts

Tuesday, July 13, 2010

Insert Obligatory Bacon Pun Here

A little while ago my mother sent me a message asking me if I was a fan of contemporary artist Francis Bacon. I know my mom is canny, and I know she's interested in my art, but I'm not really prepared when anyone asks me my opinions on the dreaded category of Famous Artists I'm Supposed to Know More About Than I Do. It was definitely a name I recognized; his 1954 painting Figure with Meat is in the collection at the Art Institute of Chicago and left a lasting impression on me when I viewed it in 2005 (feel free to fact check me on that). It was later the partial basis for an abortive series of paintings I created as interpretations of the pay Equus, a series which is incidentally related to my bizarre uneasiness with horses, a subject I addressed in a previous post, and continue to get way too detailed about in an endnote.*
Appropriate to say, my knowledge on Bacon consisted entirely of my experience
with that painting and some sketchy recall from Modern and Contemporary Art History. I had though I liked him, people who I knew I liked liked him,† but sometimes I need to research my own opinions before I know if they're any good. So pow, Francis Bacon on Wikipedia.
Honestly, I didn't like his work as much as I thought I was going to. I remembered Figure for being dark and desperate and squalid. Some of his work is like that, but in monotonously presented ways. The way he uses his vocabulary of symbols seems incomplete, notes missing from chords, and while his work is intuitive, it often seems too intuitive, sloshing over into naivety. The nature of his symbols and his reasons for using them are something I can identify with, and in researching him, I found a validation for a basis of inspiration that I'd often felt self-conscious about.
I draw inspiration from images in the movie
The Ring. I've felt self-conscious because I was drawing inspiration from a piece of popular culture. My anxiety about that is how fixed in time images like that can be, and how it can carry those properties into the works that use them. I was afraid that people would see what I was doing, and whatever message I was tried to convey would be subsumed by my inadvertent namecheck of a middling contemporary horror movie and the sensational aspects of it.
However, one of the things I learned in my cursory research on Bacon was the partial inspiration for his 'scream' motif; among a short litany of inspirations, a
certain scene from the 1925 movie Battleship Potemkin. Bacon apparently kept a particular still from the movie in his studio, a picture of a screaming nurse with blood on her face.
This is something I immediately identified with. What I felt bordered on relief at this demonstration that art could exist divorced from the intellectual content of its inspirations. It would be a hard sell to make the case of Bacon's paintings as soviet propaganda as Battleship Potempkin was. He witnessed a peripheral notion from that work and it spoke to something in him, giving voice to the unspeakable. He saw on accident the shape of something he had only felt before. This is what I felt when I saw The Ring. Those horses looked like a feeling I've had an
d never had a word for.

In the woods of New Hampshire, you can wander off the path for just a few feet, and suddenly you're in a place that might never have seen a human being, forest so timeless and remote that you feel lost, and that you could be lost forever. Then sometimes you see the ruins of a stone wall, or the foundations of a house buried in a hundred years of overgrowth. It's an eerie feeling when your realize this lonely, desolate place was someone's home once. You realize that even when you're lost in the woods, you're still in footprints of those who came before, and long departed; alien, yet familiar on a fundamental human level that is comforting in the wilderness. I feel that way about Francis Bacon sometimes.


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*In a previous post,
I briefly talked about The Ring's portrayal of horses. For the purpose of illustrating what I was talking about in the post, I grabbed an image that was an example meant, one of the first images that came up in the search. Once I stated writing about it, I began to realize how profound the imagery affected the effects I try to achieve in my work. Below is a comparison of the horse image, and an eye I painted without reference far in advance of even having a reason to find the horse image. I almost laughed when I saw how similar they are.

†One of my favorite quotes to take out of context is from H.R. Giger, describing the how Bacon's screaming mouths inspired the design of the Xenomorph from the Alien movies: “It's pure Bacon.”

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Forward

Facebook is a crowded room where you must shout to be heard, and in being heard one is distinguished only by dint of being the most desperate for the attention of the uninterested. While all-caps typing has become a classic faux pas, all-caps thought seems de rigueur: in a place where anything you need to say needs to be said in 400 characters or less, value is placed on conspicuousness, and instantaneous mental digestibility at the expense of the depth, or even the completeness of thought.

I feel that I am not alone in my thoughts, that I’ve commiserated with people on the shallowness of social media culture; repackaged pre-thought thoughts made a million times manifest in all the shades of only-so-many-ways-to-say. My sense of the perceptions of others is that these disappointing qualities are the result of some epidemic of banality reaching a withering hand into the ears and noses of the otherwise astute and turning their brains to mush.

In this fiction, I find, lies the most frustrating truth; there’s nothing wrong with us, it’s the place we’re in. You cannot attend an open-invitation cocktail party and expect people to be shouting doctoral dissertations over the jazz ensemble. It isn’t fair to judge a person by their behavior at a party and it’s not the purpose of the cocktail party to be a venue for serious thought.

I have decided to make a break. I like parties, but I also like libraries and empty rooms, and open fields. This is meant to be a quiet place where I can think my thoughts in words and sentences; to make the bombardment of songs and images and pseudo-pop-philosophy that is my stream-of-consciousness into something. I find that thoughts aren’t really finished until you write them down; that until you can articulate what you mean, you don’t really mean what you mean.

So you can watch if you'd like.